WARNING!!! I am tilted and about to rant.

Seriously FUCK poker! I swear to fucking god all muighty that I run like asshole. I put in a 3 hour session to walk away down 7 bucks with nothing ever getting going. What to I do? Brush it off take a lunch break and come back recharged. I stack a donk with AA and am ready to log a fucking winning session for once in my life. The  these two hands happen back to fucking back. Can I get a fucking break or what?

$1/$2 No Limit Holdem
6 players
Converted at weaktight.com


Stacks:

UTG		($200.45)
UTG+1		($436.50)
CO		($426.60)
BTN		($212.05)
SB		($102.35)
Hero (BB)		($277.50)

Pre-flop: ($3, 6 players) Hero is BB

UTG raises to $7, 1 fold, CO calls $7, 1 fold, SB calls $6, Hero calls $5

Flop: ($28, 4 players)
SB checks, Hero checks, UTG bets $23, 1 fold, SB calls $23, Hero raises to $62, UTG raises to $193.45, SB calls $72.35, Hero calls $131.45

Turn: ($510.25, 3 players)

River: ($510.25, 3 players)

Final Pot: $510.25
SB shows:
Hero shows:
UTG shows:

SB wins $311.70 ( won +$209.35 )
UTG wins $195.05 ( lost -$5.40 )
Hero lost -$200.45
CO lost -$7.00


$1/$2 No Limit Holdem
6 players
Converted at weaktight.com


Stacks:

UTG		($181.80)
Hero (UTG+1)		($217.00)
CO		($440.75)
BTN		($779.85)
SB		($619.50)
BB		($222.20)

Pre-flop: ($3, 6 players) Hero is UTG+1

UTG calls $2, Hero raises to $8, 4 folds, UTG calls $6

Flop: ($19, 2 players)
UTG bets $9.50, Hero raises to $41.50, UTG raises to $173.80, Hero calls $132.30

Turn: ($366.60, 2 players)

River: ($366.60, 2 players)

Final Pot: $366.60
UTG shows:
Hero shows:

UTG wins $363.10 ( won +$181.30 )
Hero lost -$181.80

I insta quit and really want to break something right now. Poker has been so infuriating for months and I realized another thing that happened at the same time my GF and son moved in. Holdem manger and PT3 were released. Maybe that is my problem. Is my style that easily exploited?

Ok so you are thinking dude whats the big deal just some coolers. You are right. i need to spin some positive from this I guess but it has been so maddening. I am agian in the midst of a losing month and I cant seem to get the ball rolling , it has been this continous up hill battle. The real question isnt why or how but rather what can I do to feel like a winner?