F-ing finger jab!

Pretty LOL if you ask me. Anyways been reading that book I spoke of a bit and really looking to get back into some feel good vibes and get my energy flowing in the right direction. Breaking from poker is going well though I still degenly click on leggo and CR 3-100 times a day. I have read a few Leggo blogs and frequent CR off-topic. Besides my mind thinking througha hand occasionaly and my dreams I havent spent any time thinking about poker. The truth is everything happens for a reason and i think this long filthy stretch which lead to a complete melt down has a purpose. What you ask? Fucked if I know. Another thing I want to try and do is make a concious effort to remove all negative words/energy I use. Not sure if it is possible and not something I am going to do this year. 

On another note my health is terrible. I eat like crap every day and havent been excercising even though I got myself a bike and a gym membership. I am goijg hardcore again in January. I will slim down to below 200lbs again, I think I am nearing 230. 

I thin X-mas is great but at the same time it is just a big pain in my backside. I am not a very religious person so I am not ion touch with all the baby jesus shit behind it but I am aware of the gift giving part. Shopping is lame and I strongly dislike having to find a gift for different people. Even shopping for my son wasnt fun. The truth is I choose what it is so I just need to WAKE UP!

We got Marcello a big wheel. I am stoked to see him rip it open X-mas day and go shredding on it. We are going to have to get him a helmet I think. 

Tonight is a X-mas party with some friends which should be fun. Hope all you grinders are enjoying yourselves. I dont miss it yet!

DAILY QUOTE

"To me, there are three things we all should do every day. We should do this every day of our lives. Number one is laugh. You should laugh every day. Number two is think. You should spend some time in thought. And Number three is, you should have your emotions moved to tears, could be happiness or joy. But think about it. If you laugh, you think, and you cry, that's a full day. That's a heck of a day. You do that seven days a week, you're going to have something special."

-Jimmy V

DAILY THANKS

I am thankful for the trials and tribulations that have lead me to the place I am today.