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I just real quickly wanted to report that I got 95% on theb test which I allowed to life tilt me. How fucking stupid! I have no clue why but tests drive me mad.

Why my life RULES!!!

I am my own boss. I have the most amazing girlfriend who loves me unconditionally. She has also allowed me the privelage of fathering her son. He is the most amazing human I know and also loves me unconditionally. Even though my family is one strange bunch they all love me unconditionally as well. I have proven that I can be succesful at something I am truly passionate about(POKER). Though I am still unsure of the real reason why I continue to attend, school comes easy to me for the most part. That is I give little effort and get decent grades. As for needs I have everything I truly need to get by in this world. As for wants I have the ability to achieve all I want. I have a super chill roomate who is actually a very close friend. basically my life is like a million times better right now then it was 1 year ago.

Why I am having a shit day? I allowed myself to let my early test frustrate me and escalate into a really negative vibe. I then decided to dwell in that vibe and some how found myself playing poker. Thus attracting some sweet coolers which escalated to me really fucking hating myself for a brief minute. Its been along time since I have been this down. This is why I wrote this blog. Life is good. It really is for the most part. Of course I want to quit school and focus 100% on poker but something keeps me going back. Its like I feel I have to get a degree for myself. In reality I have to complete this semester and then I will see how summer goes. I think if I do decide to finish school I am going to try to do my last 2 years in 3 semesters.

Lastly I have faithful blog readers who comment.

Hi

Ok so life has been stupid busy and I havent been blogging like ever. Thought it might be time for a quicky. For those who dont know I am attempting to wrap up my JC life by taking the last three classes I need to transfer this semester. I am a luckbox when it comes to instructors so my work load is super light. I do fear that the tests are going to be harder then excpected though as two of my instructors grade solely on tests. I dont hate this method but it can be challenging for those who dont study and test well.

Poker life has been great but being back in school sucks. Its fu8nny as now that I am back at college I am enjoying and wanting to do all things poker that much more. I wish I was as determined when I took a semster off from college as I am now. If you dont read my other blogs then you might not know that last month was actually my best ever as a profeshional poker player and I have started my climb to higher stakes. Currently I am playing 200NL and 400NL, this means I buy in for 400 or 200 dollars at a time.

On life, things are good. The major bump in the road right now is my living situation. Its super hard not living with my GF and son. It pains me to not see them to bed and wake with them in the morning. Plus all the other dynamics of actually residing in the same house. Unfortunately for financial and other reasons it looks like the separate housing will remain till August. Only 6 months I believe.

Health wise I am doing quite well. Of course I eat junk now and again but I am down to like 213 and dropping pounds as we speak. I havent missed a gym day since I started back(6 weeks). As for the drinking I have only gotten trashed once(superbowl) this year and kept my consumption to a minimum.


All and all I have alot to be grateful for. Of course I would chamge some things but, fuck, life is good.