I am my own boss. I have the most amazing girlfriend who loves me unconditionally. She has also allowed me the privelage of fathering her son. He is the most amazing human I know and also loves me unconditionally. Even though my family is one strange bunch they all love me unconditionally as well. I have proven that I can be succesful at something I am truly passionate about(POKER). Though I am still unsure of the real reason why I continue to attend, school comes easy to me for the most part. That is I give little effort and get decent grades. As for needs I have everything I truly need to get by in this world. As for wants I have the ability to achieve all I want. I have a super chill roomate who is actually a very close friend. basically my life is like a million times better right now then it was 1 year ago.
Why I am having a shit day? I allowed myself to let my early test frustrate me and escalate into a really negative vibe. I then decided to dwell in that vibe and some how found myself playing poker. Thus attracting some sweet coolers which escalated to me really fucking hating myself for a brief minute. Its been along time since I have been this down. This is why I wrote this blog. Life is good. It really is for the most part. Of course I want to quit school and focus 100% on poker but something keeps me going back. Its like I feel I have to get a degree for myself. In reality I have to complete this semester and then I will see how summer goes. I think if I do decide to finish school I am going to try to do my last 2 years in 3 semesters.
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