I am losing it

Poker is driving me fucking insane. I think it is time to revist The eightfold path to poker enlightenment. Seriously I am yelling and looking for shit to break. It feels like nothing good can happen anymore. I wait wait and wait for cards and then the flops are shit. I make a move and it blows up. Cbets fail. Double barrels get called by 8th pair. Can I please get something to value bet?

More spew. I hate 72 gay tables. I honestly am only risking opening and one cbet from now on unless I have some sick sick read/reason to do otherwise. Here I decide to flat and take it away post flop and this 50/16 goes all pot control on my ass. I honestly dont even think a river over bet jam would have got a fold. I basically lit my river bet on fire.

$0.50/$1 No Limit Holdem • 6 Players

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UTG	$19.35
UTG+1	$201.13
CO	$229.92
Hero	$119.25
SB	$99
BB	$85.61

• Pre-Flop ($1.50, 6 players)Hero is BTN
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1 fold, UTG+1 raises to $3.50, 1 fold, Hero calls $3.50, 2 folds

• Flop ($8.50, 2 players)
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UTG+1 checks, Hero bets $5, UTG+1 calls $5

• Turn ($18.50, 2 players)
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UTG+1 checks, Hero bets $15, UTG+1 calls $15

• River ($48.50, 2 players)
• 

UTG+1 checks, Hero bets $36, UTG+1 calls $36

• Final Pot: $120.50

• Hero shows
• 

• UTG+1 shows
• 

• UTG+1 wins $117 (net +$57.50)
• Hero lost $59.50