So after my blog yesterday I begna reflecting on the way I think and respond to what occurs around me. I am guilty of a constant on slaught of negative thinking. It is amazing! Not like I am depressed and moping around dwelling on my hardships or anything like that just small negative thoughts. Questioning my ability to win at poker when I make bad decisions or tough spots occur. Looking at myself in the mirror and thinking negative thoughts about the body I see. Then there are the thoughts I think about the people I pass by on the street. I vow to try and do away with these thoughts and smile at those I see. To think positively about the person I am and want to be. "Impossible is nothing." This is a true statement and I know it. I will accomplish the possible because nothing is impossible. As you can imagine this week has been tough so far combined with some bad fortune I havent been playing at the top of my game either and this combination has resulted in a minor down swing. BR$3178 Also I am only half way towards my goal of 40K hands but I have been pumping them out this week and wont allow myself to fall short.
School is going well and I have started my second course, an online excel class. Busy, busy, busy. My final thought of today is: Life?
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2 comments:
so i feel compelled to comment on this blog! I too have this ongoing negative thought problem, as you know i have been trying real hard to swith things around. I think this quote helps daily,"I pay attention to the way i feel and deliberatly choose my thoughts(about everything)that feel good to me when i think them." chew on that for awhile,it might help you kick the bad juju out of your crazy head. ~V
Negativity is is a strange force, not all negativity is bad. Positive criticism leads to positive change, which leads to a positive existence. The yin and the yang
"Dreaming of screaming
Someone kick me out of my mind
I hate these thoughts I can't deny"
System of A Down
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