Warning: I dont want sympathy this is a pure vent.
I cant win. This game has officially turned on me and at a time where I cant deal with it too well. No matter what I get fucked. I can flop a set and VB twice only too get rivered. I cant 3bet someone to hell and when I get a monster they own me. My life roll and poker roll are near bust and I am deathly afraid of trying to get a job in this fucking climate. I hate my life so fucking much right now. I sit here knowing I have to play but wanting to break things every time I sit at the table. I have already busted one highlighter pen and my dictionary.
I honestly have no fucking clue what to do. I am scared. It is quite insane how all can seem well and dandy one minute and the next thing you know life too much to handle.
I intend to get through this and come out on top. I honestly hate poker again. I hate being broke and knowing I need to win. Playing poker with that mindset is so infuriating. I had a whole weekend to just hang and enjoy life and then I sit down and insta drop 6 BI's. Welcome back. FUCK YOU POKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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10 years ago
1 comment:
A) When you feel like your life sucks this much, take a second and look at your son and realize how awesome your life truly is and how blessed you are.
B) When you feel like your life sucks this much, absolutely do NOT turn to drinking. It's a mistake.
C) Breathe. I understand poker can be infuriating, but remember that throughout the course of your life things have had a habit of working themselves out - they generally almost always do, so keep your chin up soldier.
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