Flash back

WOW! I just had a mega tilt relapse. I mean it was subtle yet disgusting. I played an uber gay session and then my computer shit on me so i decided to not reboot. I was killing time and thought why not play some more. Well because I was on tilt thats why. I proceeded to drop 3-4BI by playing like a clown. I literally hate myself at this moment. This month has been so gay after how well January was. I dont know what to say I am to blame. Basically I played 20k hands of roller coaster poker and thanks to todays sweet performance I ended down just under 2BI's. I cant wait for March to get here.