WOW

OK I am losing control again. I am playing with that lame urgency to win every pot. I need to just focus on playing smart and making correct decisiopns and allow the game to come to me. I ran a pretty sick river bluff today where I knew my villains hand except I misjudged his ability to fold. Actually I knew he wasnt folding though I dont see how he cant.

Why wow? Well for tax purposes I have to show all my winning sessions and all my losers which I am struggling to sepereate. One thing I did was filter for hands i won vs hands I lost. I won Eight hunder thrity five thousand five hunder and twenty one dollars and lost $8100079. How insane is that? Basically we dont realize just how much money is flowing around the table. Another scary number is total$ wagered. It was over a million. Anyways I am fine poker wise. Just need to buckle down and stop letting small spots drive me mad.