It is true!

I can do anything I put my mind to. 35k hands in the books, time for a new goal. I am thinking 30hrs a week and limiting myself to 4 tables in order to improve my hand reading dramatically. Actually, that will be my main focus for June, hand reading.

The home stretch.

Played 33,373 hands with two days left. This past week I have played poorly and outside of myself which results in, well you know. Anyways a good things is I have managed to become more comfortable playing slightly longer sessions and will be looking to play 90min sessions in June. Big things going down in June.

So wack

Fuck it. I am not going to post a whiny as blog about how ass I run. We all run like dick. Work harder, whine less and own souls. If all else fails break shit. Basically I am back at 100NL for awhile and will be working harder than ever before. May has proven one thing to me. If I grind I will make money. Now I need to study and grind and play my A-game.

Swongs are a real thing.

~27k hands thus far

So it has been a steady up hill month till this week. I have begun the home stretch and been running whatever and playing about there. TBH my emotions have gotten the better of me again. I am determined to make the 35k mark but will be rethinking my approach to June. June I believe my goal will be in regards to mental game rather than volume.

Now in regards to my goals I am way off track. Surprise! I have about 25lbs to lose to reach 200lbs and an insane amount of 200NL play to reach the hand sample I wanted. Reality is shit happens and I havent given my all.

I intend to drop 10lbs in June and play 5-10k hands of 200NL at night when the games are the softest.

Hand 1: Villain is playing 51/4/3af The guy was donking every pot and just owning. Pot was always value from this guy and I saw him pot bet AT on AKxxx 3 flush riv IP after flatting flop and turn. basically he is capable of making thin value bets. Easy value shove?

$0.50/$1 Ante $0.25 No Limit Holdem • 4 Players

Generated by weaktight.com.

CO	$360.72
Hero	$208.05
SB	$49.45
BB	$207.45

• Pre-Flop ($2.50, 4 players)Hero is BTN
• 

CO calls $1, Hero raises to $4, SB calls $3.50, 1 fold, CO calls $3

• Flop ($14, 3 players)
• 

SB checks, CO checks, Hero checks

• Turn ($14, 3 players)
• 

SB bets $7, CO calls $7, Hero calls $7

• River ($35, 3 players)
• 

SB checks, CO bets $35, Hero goes all-in $196.80, SB folds, CO calls $161.80

22k to go

I missed a good amount of hands this week due to the HM issues and then my Bday. Am going to nail 2k hands a day this week plus get some more weekend hands in. 35k is going to happen.

In other news I am considering moving sites again but TBH AP is so fucking soft I dont have any idea how I can.

I also have become a glorified beggar through Facebook. Looking to become a millionaire by requesting people send me $1 via paypal to rickjames94952@yahoo.com. Cant hurt to ask right? If you read this and are my FB friend please become a fan of my new beggar page so that I might actually have a chance of becoming a millionaire. I mean fuck 2.6mil people are fans of "I hate cigarette".

Road block

Cereus decided to change their HH for some reason and now HM cant import any hands. This presents two problems. I cant track my hands and I have no HUD. It is kinda nice to play without the HUD but FFS I need to track my information. They said the problem would be fixed some time today but I wil have to wait and see. This may be yet another reason for me to get my monies over to FTP. Considering moving some of my roll and playing rush TBH.

We have a winner.

Like Btimm told me before fuck getting down about a stupid game. Look at this kid. Pure fucking joy. I guess the reason I get down is because I want nothing more than to succeed and provide him with the best life imaginable.

Taking tonight off for a party and than no partying again till the 15th in honor of my Bday on the 13th. Happy bday to Dodgy as well (14th).

Also in regards to Btimms post I am not doing money because I cant afford it period. And TBH public humilation is more inspiring. I will not fail anyways.