Game of skill

Good thing because I have no luck. Today was the worst day I have had poker wise in quite sometime. I no I swore off results but I cant help but be a whiny bitch and look when things just arent going my way. After shooting up 10BI to start my month I have come back down 17.5BI and am down roughly 8 or so on the month. I know I played bad in many spots and have only myself to blame but for fucks sake can I get a cooler to go my way for more then 40BB. I think I managed to get my stack in the middle like 12 or 13 times today only to win 2. Here is my last hand of the night.

$0.5/$1 No Limit Holdem
6 players
Converted at weaktight.com


Stacks:

UTG		($189.95)
UTG+1		($200.45)
CO		($101.00)
BTN		($292.95)
Hero (SB)		($111.50)
BB		($203.50)

Pre-flop: ($1.50, 6 players) Hero is SB

1 fold, UTG+1 calls $1, 1 fold, BTN raises to $4.50, Hero raises to $16.50, 1 fold, UTG+1 folds, BTN raises to $41, Hero raises to $111.50, BTN calls $70.50

Flop: ($225, 2 players)

Turn: ($225, 2 players)

River: ($225, 2 players)

Final Pot: $225
BTN shows:
Hero shows:

BTN wins $221.50 ( won +$110 )
Hero lost -$111.50
UTG+1 lost -$1


In real life news I am scared. Money is looking tight and I am getting married tomorrow. Hopefully I can get my fucking head on straight and play solid poker once and for all.