Bout time!

WOW! I have been under a lot of stress lately. The reason for the stress is ME! No one else. The only person responsible for how anyone else feels is themselves. Real hard fact to grasp in my opinion, yet very fucking true. Obviously my life has changed significantly over the last three months which has effected me obviously but I am the only one who can allow those changes to create negativity in my life. The simple fact is I am living the fucking dream and sometimes I forget it. I mean fuck not many people can say they are their own boss. Sitting in front of me as I write this I have a piece of paper called My Passion Test which I wrote out on 1/21/08. #1 on the list is Living with Veronica in our dream home raising our son. Half way there. #2 Enjoying a healthy lifestyle , overflowing with feel good energy. Definitely not there but on my way. #3 Playing poker for fun and finance. This one is debatable. The simple truth is I have the capacity to achieve all I want and more as do you and everyone else in this world who realizes it.

Stop dwelling on the way anyone else makes you feel and realize that its YOU feeling it, therefore you have the ability to feel differently. Take notice of what and how you feel and look for the good in everything. Feel great! I dont care if you have to carry a photo of a fucking puppy dog around and take it out and look at it every 5 seconds just find good feelings and dream big. Feel your dreams coming to fruition and they will. Stop dwelling on bullshit and lack of whatever it is you so desire. Start feeling success and prosperity and it will reveal itself. Stop looking and start feeling.

The sappy Noel is back watch out world.